thanks for the comment..my knee is slowly getting better =) i have more physical therapy tonight..and more eloectorcution! yay! i totaly spelt that wrong lolz

anyways im always here for you..cause even tho i dont get on as much ill keep checking uppp on ya

i know it must hve been hard for you in that situation..just think that your blessed to have such a good friend...i know it hurts but sometimes its good to get the tears and frustration out every now and again

much love and stay strongg..ur amazing <3

[sodapop4]

Consider it done.  Feel free to tell her about me, so she doesn't think I'm just some creepy old guy!!  But I promise, her secrets are safe with me, just as yours are!

Well, my dear, first you shouldn't feel bad at all for seeking attention from those who are there for you, really.  It is so wonderful that you have friends to lean on when you need to, or distract you when that's what you need.  But, in defense of your other "friends," let me say that, especially at your age group, not everyone has the slightest idea how to handle helping a freind through something like this.  I spent a large part of my past avoiding anything emotionally negative, as I didn't know how to deal with it.  It goes beyond mere discomfort.  I know, from my perspective, I was always sure that I would say or do something to make it worse.  Part of it was due to the way I was raised, but part of it is a natural social awkwardness on my part.  So please don't hold that against them.  Again, I don't think it's wrong to lean on those who are strong enough to help hold you up, but that doesn't mean that the weaker ones don't care.  And all people have such a hard time communicating feelings.  It could be that, at least in Anna's case, she feels so guilty for not being able to help, not knowing what to say or do, that she has to project that on to you.  Wrong of her, yes, but she might not even realize that's what she's doing.  You, however, are the bigger person (figuratively, of course).  And maybe I have no clue what I'm talking about and she isn't really your friend, but the way you described her made me put myself in her position and try to figure out why she'd be that way.  As always, thoughts and prayers

hii, i had an argument with my mother today and walked out. i'm at my bf's right now and i'll see if my grandad will put me up for the night.

Also i've had an argument wioth two of my friends. we were realli close, but as they want my sister dead, and one asked someone to kill her, i'm not speking to them x

XStarShine

I'm so glad you have someone like that in your life right now.  He seems like a really good guy!

[jmf1968]

Thanks for reading!

I'm going to add you to my faves right now!

The first photo, the black and white? Thats my cousin Shelby.

The one with the quote underneath it is me, lexi, and Heather. Lexi's the one with half her face missing.

The little girl is Lexi's sister Amber. I ambushed her whent hey got to my house one weekend. :)

The brown haired freak of course, is me!

[SeniorBabyDollxX]

heyy sorry i havent been on much lately..

im soo sorry still bout what happened..your such a strong girl tho..i mean people say im a strong girl..buh i cant even compare myself to you

your amazing and im so sorry something like this happened..keep your head up though and just keep gettin through the days

ill try and check up on your entries when i can get on..im just so busy with the physical therapy all the time and what not

bye love

I am glad to see that you and your family are doing so well.  There is nothing in life quite so wonderful as a close-knit family.  Continued best wishes,

[jmf1968]

Woops stuffs i forgot to say!

Thanks for the addage =]

Nd even though it is good that you feel love toward your sis it really shouldn't be your responsiblity. But then i do see that your dad surely wouldn't cope on his own. I'm just saying don't try to take to much on at a time ebcause you shudn't have to do tht, it makes it even more stressy!

Ciara x

Ohhh who's this ciara bird wid my name spealt exactly the same? xD

600 QUID? Wow i wudn't complain if we got given tht :)

And even thought it was a really sad event you bound to be happy and have a gd time wid ur family if u dnt see them all tht often.

Kepp on going! Ciara x

Sorry if i swear in this comment, ii'm no trying to be inapropriate but i'm way to much in shock.

You may remember me. I'm missmaid5. I changed diares nd u can fidn out why by reading first diary entry.

AND OMFG! I read this and a big, lump apeared in my throat. How the hell must you manage... No seriously i am well upset for you. It's so like... well it just whirls in your mind really. When you hear about someone who was all cheery nd then PLOP.

I'm like.. well so sorry. I hope it gets better for you...  Maybe you could take comfort in the birth of your sister? Omg Omg seirously shock overload. I dunnah what to say i'm just rambling. Listen this sounds... well weird but if you ever wanna chat i'm here. I may not know you completely but i feel for you, and i don't want you to hurt.

Laters! Ciara x

I remember hearing about
the Irish wakes in my Literature
Class last summer.
My class had to read James
Joyce's "Dubliners" especially
the short story, "The Dead."
That's something I remember
vividly about my granddaddy's
funeral.
After the mass and burial was
over with, all of my family and I
just kind of celebrated grandpa's
life and almost acted as if we were
having a party.
Not really because we went to a small
restaurant.

I am so glad to hear that you are
alright.
Hope everything turns out well.

†Broken Angel†

It's nice to talk to people that have already been through what you're going through because they can relate to it and you don't even have to say anything to try to explain it. They just already know.

I am sorry to hear about your loss as well, how did you cope with it? I imagine it was harder on you than Trinity's is on me because she wasn't related to me and I've only known her for 5 or so months. But the pain is similar.

At the moment, even unbearable.

[jlynnx]

Nothing new to say really, just know that I'm out here thinking of you and praying for you and your family.  All my best,

 just a randum peek at home page .

 Im sorry for your loss. try to stay strong for each other.  i havnt lost my parents at all, and they are almost 80..wow--chills, I cant even imagine.. Im one of 6... my heart goes to  you . may you find peace & know she is in a better place. hang onto the happy memories.

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er i meant sherIdAn (long vowel)

and sheridan (short) is wat i think it i but.. idk y i thought sheridine

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and sheridan (short) is wat i think it i but.. idk y i thought sheridine

er i meant sherIdAn (long vowel)

and sheridan (short) is wat i think it i but.. idk y i thought sheridine

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and sheridan (short) is wat i think it i but.. idk y i thought sheridine

well it cuold be sherIdine (long i's)

my guess is sheridine (first short second long)

im soo sorry...again..you are sooo strong..your coping witht his amzinglyyy

your an inspiration to other girls who have lost loved ones i hope you know that

X0X0 Shawna

if u ever need 2 talk..im heree

It's good to see
that your friends
are there for you.
I don't know what
I'd do it I was in your
situation but remember
I am always here
if you need anyone to
talk to.
I might be going through a bit
of a rough time myself
(possibly having a baby
all by myself)
but that doesn't change
the fact that I'll be there
to hear you out.
Hope this comment
finds you well.
Take care!

†Broken Angel†

i think its prob. good for u that your writing stuff down here

ive lost my dad but thats nothing to losing your mom-if you ask me anyway...i know everyones different.

if u ever wanna talk you still can just mesage me...

how are your sibs doing by th way

omg im sooo sorryyy...your so strong for being able to talk about it! i give you so much credit..i know this is horible im so sorry, but shes in a better place now at peace..talk to me WHENEVER you want, i check this thing ATLEAST once a day..you soo strong girl just keep living you life cause you see how easily things can happen now..your amazing and please talk to me whenever im so sorryy

OMG :(
THAT'S SO SAD :(
Sorry I didn't write sooner.
just got on  a while ago :(
I feel so sorry for you guys
I mean I would not handle losing my mom very well :(
If you want to talk or anything then e-mail me...
and if you don't have it  and want to
just ask..
kk now I am going to go comment your other entry
Krissy

well i think you should do what your mom wanted

and i would say maybe name her after your mom but i dont think your dad would be able to handle that

I'd name your
baby sister
with a name
that means
"Life."
Not because
she made it
to this world
but because
she will somehow
bring life
to your family.

i am so srry that u lost ur mom. i will pray 4 u and all ur family

i have nvr lost any1 in my immedi8 family and i could nvr imagine what it would b like

i hope the support from every1 here at MDD and ur family and friends helps

i also hope ur new sibling doesn't blame herself 4 her mom's death when she gets older, because its not her fault

oh dam man..thats gotta b scary..happened to me before only my mama wasnt in labor..she had some kind of medical problems...

and how many siblings do you have? my siblings and i were left alone alot when my dad left cause ma mama had 2 run out an take up a job to support us..buh we were never any trouble by ourselves..learned how 2 b independent earlyy ya noee

newayss i hope everything goes okya!! keep us updated!!

Hey Yeah I haven't been on much which sucks because then I can't tell to my friends here :P
OK The "guy" LOL
I knew him since Grade 4.
same class in grade 4,5,6
We were like kinda friends
we talked sometimes and he was really nice to me
and then sec 1&2 different middle school but now same high school
LOL
Now about U :)
I haven't really been reading much anymore :(
because I don't have as much time as I used 2 c:
Who's Anna?
Good luck on your preformance
Hope you mom's okay :(
write back :P
Krissy
^{LOL  This was a long comment :P}

hey no it is my sister lol she also new to here lol desperately wants some comments she is a loner lol

thanks for comment love hannah <3

[08gregoryh]

hey omg is she ok

and yea omfg brothers as well argh

i have three sisters ages 10 13 18

they are all bitches

lol anyway thanks for commment love hannah <3

yeah i know it is a pain in the arse having sisters lol

how are you anyway i am really bored atm

just thought i would write that diary coz i want people to know more about me

lol and seen as you asked about me i thought i would dedicate it to you coz you seem such a nice girl anyway thanks for commenting plz write back love hannah <3

[08gregoryh]

hey thanks you sound very sweet, i love sound of music lol

yea tbh honest it sort of sucks being 17 too i cant wait to be 18 coz then you can actually drink and get served lol and getting complete slaughtered

how do i sound like you lol more info plz lol

please feel free to comment on my diarys but i might not be able to get back to you straight away have a pretty hectic lifestyle lol the life of a hairdresser can be pretty stressful lol

so anyway i would love to learn more about you anyway that is about it thanks again love hannah <3 

hey it is hannah thankies for the comment i am 16 almost 17 on 27th nov cant wait lol asl so how are you and thankies for adding me to your favorite i feel priviledged as i only like this day made myself a mmd account so many thankies hope to hear from you soon love hannah <3

 ummmmmmmmm... i was just wandering do u remeber me cause i don't think  u do because u never commet on my entrys anymore whatever maybe u don't remeber me It doesn't matter any way wait just foreget about me i don't reallly care because evertime i become friends with some one on this website they always foreget about so i guess ur one of those f***ing people!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ha.

Yeah We Did,

Thats All That Matters.

:]

Hiya after my stepdad pc storing my password (bad) i have finally made it to this dinny page! I'm 13. And maybe my neggativity toward boys comes from their urge to reject me. Me myself, have developed almost a fear of speaking to boys now. And when i do i usually go flop. now you may say so why give me advice? Trust me, i havn't had many bf's but the ones i have had, have taught me lessons. I hate to see people i know and love to be hurt by wimpy little asses who have no regards for anybody but themselves. Harsh but its only because it upsets me i'm the only person who doesn't get bfs anymore.

Laters! Ciara x

[Missmaid5]

Damn that is really harsh. Look this has probs been said to you before but... Maybe he's just not mature enough to be in a relationship. And it doesn't matter he may act it, but by the sounds of it, HE ISN'T. And this has probs been said before but....   The best thing you can do is not dwell on it to much. He actually didn't mean to hurt you, it's just he didn't no qiet what else to do either! So matureley try and move on. In the mean time this is one of those thing that involves choc+mates. I mean if you feel strongly at times don't hold it in, if your mates are mates they'll be there to listen to you waffle, true they may not have a solution but i find it helps just to tell atleast one person. And don't like him more for being sweet about it. True as i said eh didn't mean to hurt you, but if he wasn't ready for a relationship he shouldn't of risked handeling your heart.

And yes those are lyrics from the aussie rock band kisschasy who are awesome

Laters! Ciara x

17!!

thats well grown up :')

happy birfday <3<3<3

Yahh well this thing i'm on about. People would bombard me with crap for it. And they will come to solutions that i don't want. I'll coem out in time. No i'm not gay xD. Sounds snazzy pizza lmao!

Laters! Ciarax

No problem! Chaos lol I can imagine! It sounds like you and Anna just aren't meant to be friends. Maybe you've grown apart or something? Best to just stay out of her way and try and move on with life without her. Maybe try talking to her and just agree to go your separate ways? Aww congrats on the kiss! That's so cute! Hehe. Take care xxx

hey, thanks for the comment!
he was with some guy who broke into a van,
but austin didn't do anything.
he got off with a warning,
but they are making him go back to court
in a month to see if he's gotten into
any more trouble.

i am so happy,
you don't even know.

Haha yeah after i finish this year i have to go to college for at least 2 years and then i get to go to uni and then get a job! Ugh i don't wanna get a job. But tbh i don't even know what i wanna do yet. Not a clue!! I took French, music, drama, ICT, short welsh, soooooo i dunno

I wanna move outta the country too though. Maybe america??

Much Love
<3 xxx

iya =)

Ty 4 commenting me

Prana means pro-anorexia. Basically it is someone who wants to lose weight reeeeeally badly to the point where they wanna be underweight and are basically anorexic. I don't wanna be totally anorexic but i wanna be really skinny...lol...like the girls in the thinspiration at the bottom.

Your in 6th form?? You from the UK too then??
I'm still in y11
I can't wait to leave school tbh but sometimes i don't wanna leave because i don't wanna leave all my friends...lmao

Yea he is messing me around a bit, my friends even said that!
I just gotta pretend like i don't care about him anymore even though i looooooove him sooo much ...it's fustrating!
Apparently he's gonna ask Bethan out on the weekend...ugh!...joy!!!....

Much love <3 xx